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21 July 2010 @ 12:31 am
 I know that no-one reads this, but I do want to start posting more- so who really cares.

I'm going to Seattle for a mission trip on Sunday. Not that I'm particularly religious, but I have always wanted to do one just for the reason of helping others. 

But heres the deal- I have the worst fear of flying. I'm a really anxious person, and lets just say that I don't do well with stuff that includes heights. I just think about stuff too much to the point where I really start to freak out. My family is lucky enough to go to Hawaii each year- but that includes a nine hour plane ride- and it's so stressful for me. I don't think I've ever gone through a flight without crying- or wanting to cry. 

This mission trip was planned since last summer. It was all set. I have my ticket, I'm going with my cousin- it's all good. I seriously thought I could do it. I had faith in myself that I could overcome my fear, and just do it. But now that its right around the corner, it's all starting to hit me. I lay in bed at night, and I just imagine how it's going to be- step by step. But as I do that, I just know I'm going to freak out. I know it. Something just snaps in my when I fly. I honestly feel like I'm going to die. 

So I sat my parents down and told them everything. I told them how I'm legit afraid of how I'm going to react. Thankfully they were really understanding- and thank God my uncle works with the airlines. He can get my dad a discount or something. I'm not really sure.

I do feel bad. I feel like a pansy. I honestly feel like shit over this. But what can I do? It's not like I chose to be this way. I'm just excited for what I'm going to experience when I get there. I hope I meet some awesome people- and I hope this really changes how I see things. 
15 July 2010 @ 08:19 pm
Title: Heartbroken
Pairing: Rachel/Finn
Rating: K, G.
Summary: Rachel and Finn bond about the heartbreak they experienced that year. 

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Current Mood: accomplished
03 July 2010 @ 02:11 am
I don't know why I didn't post this. I just read through it, and not to be selfish, but I actually really like it.

This is set after season two.

Title: Never say Never
Pairing: Peter/Claire
Summary: Claire goes to NYU for a fresh start, but runs into the past.
Rating: PG.

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Current Mood: awake
11 June 2010 @ 10:27 pm
 I'm kind of totally obsessed with Sims again.
Oh no, there goes my summer & social life....
Current Mood: determined
09 June 2010 @ 10:40 pm
 Blackhawks anyone? I live in Chicago, so this is freakin AWESOME for me! 
09 June 2010 @ 02:02 am
 I really thought that tonight's episode was put together very well. It was blended together in a way that really made it artistic, and sort of striking to me.

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02 June 2010 @ 09:27 pm
How do you recover from a bad break-up? The proverbial pint of ice cream? Quality time alone? Going out with friends? What are your personal healing strategies?

I personally think that time alone helps. Friends can distract you, yeah, but I feel like if I hang out with friends I'm just faking a smile the whole time. When I'm alone, I really can think about everything for a long time... and analyze how I'm feeling so I can fix myself up. Also, just plain old time takes away the pain. It gets better everyday. 
13 January 2010 @ 12:23 am
Since I've learned how to make videos with iMovies, I've been having a lot of fun. Its 12:20 AM, and I just stayed up making this.

It has most of the recent Peter/Claire scenes, and some scenes from season two.
The song is She is the Sunlight by Trading Yesterday.

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Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
08 January 2010 @ 06:31 am

This is the first fan-video I've ever made... I just figured out how to do it, and now I'm so excited :)
The quality isn't that good... sorry!
But please make sure to read the info. There's kind of a story to go with it.

04 January 2010 @ 08:42 pm
Omg. Paire. So many scenes. I'm so incredibly happy right now.
Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic